Thursday, August 19, 2010

pookul pookum tharanum (madrasapattinam) - one of the most awesom-est lyrics

Pookal pookum tharunam aaruyirae, paarthathaarum illaiyae
Ularum kaalai pozhudhai mulumadhiyum pirinthu povadhillaiyae
Netruvarai naeram poga villaiyae, unadhu arugae naeram poadhavillaiyae
Ethuvum paesavillaiyae, indru yaeno ethuvum thoandravillaiyae ithu ethuvo?
Iravum vidiyavillaiyae, athu vidinthaal pagalum mudiyavillaiyae poonthalirae!

Vaarthai thevaillai, vaazhum kaalam varai, paavai paarvai mozhi paesumae!
Naetru thevaillai, naalai thevaillai, indru indha nodi podhumae!
Vaerindri vidhaindri vinthoovum mazhaiendru ithu enna ivan thoattam pookuthuthae?
Vaalindri porindri valikindra yuthamindri ithu enna ivanukkul ennai velluthae?
Idhayam muluka irukum intha thayakam, engu kondu niruthum
Ithai ariya engu kidaikum vilakam , athu kidaithaal solla vendum enakum
Munthaliraeeee


Oh where would I be without this joy inside of me?
It makes me want to come alive; it makes me want to fly into the sky!
Oh where would I be if I didn’t have you next to me?
Oh where would I be? Oh where, oh where?


Entha megam ithu? Enthan vaasal vantha engum eera mazhai thoovuthae!
Entha uravu ithu? Ethuvum puriyavillai endrapothum ithu neeluthae!
Yaarendru ariyaamal, paerkooda theriyaamal, ivalodu oru sondham uruvaanaathae!
Yaenendru kaetkaamal, thaduthaalum nirkaamal ivan pogum valiyengum manam poguthae!
Paadhai mudintha piragum, intha ulagil payanam mudivathillaiyae
Kaatril paranthae paravai marainthu piragum, ilai thodangum nadanam mudivathillaiyae!
Ithu ethuvo!


Pookal pookum tharunam aadhavanae paarthathaarum illaiyae
Ularum kaalai pozhudhai mulumadhiyum pirinthu povadhillaiyae
Netruvarai naeram poga villaiyae, unadhu arugae naeram poadhavillaiyae
Ethuvum paesavillaiyae, indru yaeno ethuvum thoandravillaiyae…enna pudhamai?
Iravum vidiyavillaiyae, athu vidinthaal pagalum mudiyavillaiyae Ithu ethuvo!!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

most heartbreaking day in my life

well,finals are finally over,n with me being back at home it is really comforting. slept continuously, till my heart's content. *hahax* sleepyhead! well, my war is over,n who emerges victorious, it is still a question mark.


well,as for mr.x, apparently he cheated me. wait, wait, it's not that i'm blaming him on purpose, but it is the truth. he just broke my heart to pieces. he just disappointed. had so much faith on him. i trusted him 101% in fact. he played with my little heart, my already once broken heart. *oh cupid,u tricked me too!* 


it was as simple as ABC, just to admit that u r in love with someone else, it's not as if i would pounce on u. the regret n pain would be there, maybe just for a day or a week, but that's it. now, the pain mr.x has caused me is going to be there forever. made me loose my faith in love, i will never blame love though, NEVER. love is a sweet drug-have an over dosage n u'll die,take it in a good way n u'll survive.


sick to say this,n hate to admit it,no matter what,i still love mr.x. i loved the way he smiled, the way he called me with the nickname of his choice, n d way he proves his innocence all the time..


"i still love u more than i hate u..how can u ask me to stop loving u when reality states that when i do, it's similar to asking me to stop breathing?u might be someone else's, but i ask u one thing..give me back my heart,my life n soul..n set me free..n yet i will never ever stop loving u.."

"I remember this morning when I was getting get up,
There were so many things,
That I would love to do,
With YOU..
You ARE my life,
I will never ever leave you..
My love,
What im trying to do,
Is just to talk to you..
And I cant hold it back anymore now,
Baby let me explain,
What I wanted to say,
I'm sorry for everything,
And please, please don't walk away,
From me,
When it is now,
That I need you the most..
My Love, my Baby, my Life..
You mean the WORLD to me.."


love,
zachareal adhelle

Monday, August 16, 2010

day four - third n FINAL day of finals :)

wee!! it's over..did i just say O-V-E-R,as in O V E R? woohoo!! unbelievable..i so do love myself now..hahax..SLEEP here i come! my BLANKIE, your job to snuggle me up is here..fuuh!! all those days without sleep! hope evrything pass of.. *blinks*

as for mr.x, i havent seen him yet too. miss him badly but wat can i do..mr.x..wen will u realise me? *sigh*

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 "stopping my love for u is like stopping my heartbeat forever.."

love,
zachareal adhelle

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

day three - second day of finals

*fuhh!* algebra&trigonometry was awesome! did all the questions,with no trouble,except for a little flaw there n here..apart from that,it was ok.. :) all i'm afraid is for tomorrow; PHYSICS.. *haiz*

mr.x irritated me today..*hmph* told him I was sick,but he was bothered about someone else. *wth!* so not a gentleman! but in one corner,i still miss him too *stars blinking,birds twittering in a distance*

well, i have not much to say today actually..all cause the tension n stress PHYSICS is giving. even accounting practice is being a good girl by sitting at one corner quietly. physics *haiz* is like a wild monkey, jumping here n there,causing so much mess in my brains. hope tomorrow starts n ends fine.

"loving u is like drowning myself in a sea; a sea i call love"

love,
zachareal adhelle
p/s: flu n fever gone..now with headache.. *aargh!*

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

day two- end of the first day of finals

as i thought, computing essentials screwed me.. :( really heartbreaking, seriously. could have done better, only if i would have gone through ALL the freaking 10 chapters!! but i'm quite satisfied, with what i have done, regarding it was a last minute revision.

as for now, i finalised algebra&trigonometry earlier, waiting to sentence that poor fellow tomorrow. hope she gives me a better victory. i have officialy started my battle with physics, who will emerge victorious none knows yet *hope it's me* done with two chapters n 10 more to go..wait..did i just say TEN?! aiyoyo..dielah if like this..never mind, i've got more than 24 hours to fight for what is mine;my dignity!! *hahax*

well, mr.x is still no where to be seen.. *sigh* if i never see him today, it will be THREE days i never set my eyes on him. three days = 72 hours = 4320 minutes = 259200 seconds !! *haiz* please, please oh dear cupid, please make me bump into him somehow, u know how badly i would want to meet him right? please be a darling n grant my little wish! *smiles*

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"i'll never stop loving u, if i do, it would be the day when i heave my last breath.."

love,
zachareal adhelle
p/s: im down with fever now..*atishoo!* n still with flu

day two - first day of finals

woohoo! computing essentials have been conquered n i'm just waiting to finalise my death sentence against it at 10am later. accounting practice is still struggling beneath my fingers, unable to breath. algebra&trigonometry is half knocked down, n is as well out of breath. only physics is still standing strong, leaving me breathless. my day will come, physics, it will come. my heart feels so heavy n tired from all the studying, writing n brain-squezzing processes. *fuhh!!*

as for mr.x, my cupid thinks he has started to ignore me. no message, no chatting. well, it's true that he is as well as having a major exam tomorrow, but even a SMS would do fine. really hope to meet him tomorrow, to kill my i-miss-him-badly feeling at the bottom of my heart n to pass a bit of good luck to him..*blushes*

i can't wait for computing essentials death sentence later, cause anything can happen anytime. history can be twisted. computing essentials can inturn screw me up or i'll screw it first.. *muahahaha*

love,
zachareal adhelle
p/s: i'm down with flu!! *atishoo!*

a little about me :)

erm..what do i say about myself?

a girl who enjoys the simplicity in her life, loves her parents n lilttle brother, appreciates every single thing that she has, never underestimates herself armed with a large dosage of confidence n loves nothing else more than a bar of chocolate..

a girl that can go on non-stop about anything, loves talking, listens to songs n sings like crazy, dances like a psycho in trance n writes love quotes n stories as if tomorrow is doomsday..

a very loveable character in general, a good company n a little mischievious 'devil' in disguise..

what's more important..it's someone that lives by her own identity,someone by the name zachareal adhelle khesha..

n yeah,i'm proud to say it's me.. :)

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" i shall make all my memories with u my most beautiful sweet dream,to be a part of my life,a part of me forever..n together is where we belong.." :)

Monday, August 9, 2010

day one - countdown to finals

quite a number of my friends have either finished one or two papers today. so far, they said they could survive through their papers *wish i could say the same tomorrow!* computing essentials, i shall conquer u tonight!! accounting practice..u r so dead by 9pm today! algebra & trigonometry is already dead yesterday night, left alone with my most worst enemy; physics. he is the one i'm so freaking afraid n worried of. *aargh!!* i shall fight for what is mine;my dignity!! hahaha :)

well, as for my love life, i'm seriously missing mr.x right now. *sob sob* two days i haven't seen him, n it's like having to survive through a miserable, bad dream. for time being, i'm consoling myself by visiting his page whenever i wish to see him. *hahax* so immature of me!

i'm now fighting a life-or-death battle with accounting practice now. wish me luck, n i'm sure to bring down her. ^^ adios, i'm off to my battlefield!

love,
zachareal adhelle

im back! -with a new name n style :)

wow..after months of not blogging, im back with a different look, different blog and a much more improved me. my new found passion of creating videos has been paused due to the finals that's around the corner. true to my heart, im a little scared n a lot nervous about it..

pushed that aside,im as well as nervous about another thing; my love life. being in love is one of the most beautiful time in life, and being loved is even magical. it creates invisible magic dust that makes u feel afloat in air, ready to sweep u off ur feet..

dear mr.x, please do give any reaction as soon as possible, i really could not help myself blushing really badly everytime u smile at me.. *sigh*

well, back to my finals, that's starting tomorrow, i really feel terrible to the max, for not revising earlier. first paper being the miserable computing essentials, which i haven't seriously started studying, is really stressing me up. the next day being algebra & trigonometry, well it's not bad after all. the real doomsday starts on the third n final day, where i have two killer subjects; physics n acounting practice..*dead*

well, in general, my life's so far fine, no problem, no worries. wish me luck for my finals n *blush* for my love life.

love,
zachareal adhelle