well,finals are finally over,n with me being back at home it is really comforting. slept continuously, till my heart's content. *hahax* sleepyhead! well, my war is over,n who emerges victorious, it is still a question mark.
well,as for mr.x, apparently he cheated me. wait, wait, it's not that i'm blaming him on purpose, but it is the truth. he just broke my heart to pieces. he just disappointed. had so much faith on him. i trusted him 101% in fact. he played with my little heart, my already once broken heart. *oh cupid,u tricked me too!*
it was as simple as ABC, just to admit that u r in love with someone else, it's not as if i would pounce on u. the regret n pain would be there, maybe just for a day or a week, but that's it. now, the pain mr.x has caused me is going to be there forever. made me loose my faith in love, i will never blame love though, NEVER. love is a sweet drug-have an over dosage n u'll die,take it in a good way n u'll survive.
sick to say this,n hate to admit it,no matter what,i still love mr.x. i loved the way he smiled, the way he called me with the nickname of his choice, n d way he proves his innocence all the time..
"i still love u more than i hate u..how can u ask me to stop loving u when reality states that when i do, it's similar to asking me to stop breathing?u might be someone else's, but i ask u one thing..give me back my heart,my life n soul..n set me free..n yet i will never ever stop loving u.."
"I remember this morning when I was getting get up,
There were so many things,
That I would love to do,
With YOU..
You ARE my life,
I will never ever leave you..
My love,
What im trying to do,
Is just to talk to you..
And I cant hold it back anymore now,
Baby let me explain,
What I wanted to say,
I'm sorry for everything,
And please, please don't walk away,
From me,
When it is now,
That I need you the most..
My Love, my Baby, my Life..
You mean the WORLD to me.."
love,
zachareal adhelle
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