u were the best, really..but i, stupidly left you..but it was for own good..do u need a girl like me? definitely no. u deserve someone better,someone prettier..but not me. i know i loved you,really n truly. but, one small thing that i never agreed, i asked you to do it, n well, till now u haven't done it. it shows how much u care for HER too. i don't blame you..SHE perhaps loves you, well, sometimes it's a little bit obvious that SHE does, n perhaps you don't. that is what u said. that u still love me. yes, i believe you, don't worry. but why haven't u do what i asked you to? was is so hard? so complicated? if yes..how did u turn up loving me? if yes..then i am hard n complicated too right? i don't know how to hide things but, at the same time i hated hurting u..maybe u were right,we were better off n caring as best friends..all i asked for was..*sigh!* never mind..i'm just too..too..immature,for u..but..i know i loved u, deep down in the pits of my heart..i was sincere n true (although i don't what makes this two words different) n never expected lots from u..i only wanted u to love me,take care of me as if i was ur little baby girl,n never never to hurt me..cause u see..this heart of mine is just too fragile n brittle,that even a little crack can totally destroy it into pieces..i'm just so sorry if i have ever hurt u,i never do it on any intention..forgive me bie..u were one gem in my life..but,im just a piece of messed up shit..
"forgive me please? what i have done is so mean n hurting that i'm not to be forgiven, i know..but.."
love,
zachareal adhelle
hmmm....think b4 u wrote anythg..k va??? n u dun just wrote...wt u fel u wan wrote..oni! remmber...wit writing al ur prob into an essay,it wont solve o wt ever? even if ask me to read it oso...it wont change anythg..k va?? if u think u wan say o tel anythg..tel directly to me nah...k va?? y u must do like tiz....?? hmmmm....sori to say tizz...im sori!!! bye..anywy..im ????
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